So tired. . .

I am so tired!

Typically, I don't have trouble sleeping.  I am blessed to be able to sleep most anywhere and anytime I need to.  However, the past several weeks, I have been having difficulty getting to sleep, and then staying asleep.  I rest, but am not deeply sleeping.  It is starting to affect my ability to think clearly and multitask as well.

I'm just tired.
Tired of Mason being in the hospital.
Tired of canceling plans.
Tired of not knowing what is really wrong with Mason.
Tired of trying to hold it together.
Tired of being sad.
Tired of crying.
Tired of arguing.
Tired of being tired!

I know God loves me, Mason, and Tim more than any person every will.  I know He loves us all no matter what.  I know He will never leave or forsake us.  But I am still tired.  I know this is a season, and eventually it will change into a new season.  But I'm tired.

I can't begin to thank everyone for their continued prayer support - it's the only thing keeping me going sometimes.  Thanks for being faithful.  Thanks for being there.  Thanks for using your energy to build mine up.

Now I need to go take a nap!